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A Step in the Dark

My hopes of recuperating at home for a few more days were dashed last week when I had to make an outpatient visit to the Emerson lab for a routine blood draw. I was transferring from the car to a wheelchair and pivoting on my good left leg when I heard a crack and felt intense pain. I fainted for a brief moment. The world turned bright white! From having only one good leg I was left with none. The health lab declined to do the blood draw and called a doctor to check me out. It was obvious by now that I would not be going home and would need to be admitted to Emergency. Rather than wheel me there they ordered an ambulance to take me the 100 yards up the road. Must be the shortest ambulance ride ever, but I’m sure that’ll make no difference as to how much I’m billed! I spent a couple of nights at Emerson before being discharged back to MGH. I had surgery on my left leg three days ago and now have a titanium alloy rod taking up most of the internal portion of my left femur, plus a few #14 screws to attach it to the bone. PT was here yesterday and I’m healing well. The story doesn’t end there, however, because I have also been diagnosed with osteosarcoma. While it has not metastasized and the surgeon removed all the infected bone, I’m still facing several months of chemotherapy. Oh well, I still have a lot of books to read, music to listen to, and time to work on my blog at https://onedarnthing.blog/  Feel free to browse.

The Garden in July

Photos from the garden in July while I was laid up MGH

The living room bed. We moved the white panicle hydrangea ‘Bobo’ from the front bed in the late fall two years ago and thought we’d killed it. Apparently not! To the left is a lace-cap hydrangea, ‘Tiny Tuff Stuff’.

The left side if the living room bed. Past its best. To the left is fringed bleeding heart. To the right nasturtium grown from seeds handed out at an MMGA meeting,

The first eggplant!

Tomatoes, eggplant, peppers

Day 64: Tuesday, July 14

This is turning into a real roller coaster ride. The morning started off at home normally, took my pills and played my games. Late morning when I still hadn’t heard from VNA about the nurse to do my blood draw, I called. Got a call back on the landline, which I missed as the handset was out of charge, but I was able to redial and got through to the scheduler in Concord who told me that the nurse had a family emergency and that there wasn’t another available. That was when we decided to go to Emerson to get it done there.

Butt slid downstairs. It was harder this time but I made it into the car. We arrived at Emerson and that’s when it happened! Maureen pulled in at the entrance and went to get a wheelchair. I hauled myself out of the car and on my good leg maneuvered myself so I could sit in the chair. It was a very wide chair and we couldn’t angle it towards the car. As I pivoted to lower myself in the chair I heard a crack in my good leg and the world went white. I found myself sitting in the chair but my vision was all off. It was much brighter outside and my field of vision blurry. I didn’t feel terrible, just stunned by what had happened.

In the blood lab they declined to do the blood draw and called in a doctor. They put an IV in my arm, with a saline bag, as apparently I was severely dehydrated. He said I needed to go to the ER. Msureen said she could push me (even though it’s up a slope) but the EMTs had turned up and said it would be best for me to have a stretcher. So that’s what we did -lifted me on to a stretcher followed by an ambulance ride of less that 100 yards.

The “good” leg is no longer good. It was pretty obvious that I wasn’t going to be able to go home. It’s quite painful and I can’t put any weight on it. The doctors in the ER took x-rays but didn’t see anything, so maybe it’s just a bad sprain. I messaged SLC, but it was after 5 pm. Fortunately, one of the doctors was able to reach him. SLC wants me back at MGH tomorrow. Emerson is deferring a CAT scan until  I get there.

Initially my systolic blood pressure was low, in the 80s. This is consistent with the fainting (aka syncope) episode. After an hour or so however the blood pressure came up. They also drew blood for a blood culture and a Sepsis Lactic Acid test. The first test put me in the elevated zone, with a measure of 3.1 mMo/L (milli Moles per liter). A later blood test had me returning to the normal range of 1.8.

I’m not happy at all with VNA and will not use them again. I specifically asked them when booking nursing appointments for the two blood draws on Monday. The nurse they sent yesterday couldn’t do it so there was no point in her coming out. The dressing she replaced on my left leg quickly fell off after she left. The OT person they sent out couldn’t tell me anything I didn’t already know, and PT never showed up. They didn’t return my first few phone calls when I asked what had happened to the results of the blood tests, and those turned out to be time critical as they showed that my WBC had increased. Finally, if they had sent a nurse to do the blood draw today like they were supposed to, then I wouldn’t have needed to go to Emerson, and the fall would never have happened.

Day 61: Saturday, July 11

Miranda here. We ordered food from Nan’s, and I ate a whole chicken sandwich – the most I’ve eaten for a while. I watched England beat Norway 2-1, then Argentina beating Switzerland 3-1. The Swiss put up a good fight – I wouldn’t normally consider them a footballing country, but times have changed and players come from all over. I found myself watching the game on my phone, actually understanding it a bit more, such as how a side mounts an attack in the hopes of finding a gap in the defensive line. I still don’t spot all the offsides however and have a hard time distinguishing a foul from a legitimate tackle.

Day 59: Thursday, July 09

A normal day. A decent sleep though the right leg is hurting a bit more. I took 30 mg of morphine this morning which seemed to calm it down. In the evening sat in on a Master Gardener class on Jazzing Up Your Garden.  Some good ideas here.